Numerological day analysis of 9-10–2020 14/5 Charity/ Expansion, Order, Fulness, Adventure and Freedom
Inspired by wisdom, intelligence, communication and sensitiveness, you want to be charitable today – loving the other like you love yourself. If you strike the right ‘charity’ balance, you will have feelings of expansion, order, fulness, adventure and freedom.
9-10–2020 14/5 Charity/ Expansion, Order, Fulness, Adventure and Freedom
Spirit: 9 Wisdom; Intelligence; Communication; Sensitiveness; Reason
Soul: 10 Transformation; Transition
Body: 20 Immortality
The sum total of today is 14: Charity. You want to live charity through the wisdom of your spirit, the transformation of your soul and through your physical immortality.
Three major themes underline your quest for charity. ‘Leadership-Awakening’ , ‘Expansion of Self-Awareness’ and Change-Transformation”
Blue 1-Red 00: Axis of Awakening and Leadership
The axis of change drives the axis of inner awakening and leadership. Change- the only constant in this universe- is going to be your constant pressure to wake up and how to lead and inspire people. The two opposing principles are Balance and Cross-Fertilization coming from the “God” realm and the energy of ‘God in the world” (the manifestation of the Divine in the world) coming from the “Ego” realm.
Balance and Cross-fertilization
It means that you must be aware to receive as much as you give. It should be a perfect 50/50 balance, otherwise you end up in the Helper Syndrome. With this energy coming from the ‘God’ realm this is easy to understand, as in the Universe everything eventually balances out and nothing gets lost. We live thanks to cross-fertilization, physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.
God in the world; Spiritual Child
It means that the world in which we live, is in all its aspects, be it spiritual, mental, emotional or physical is an expression of God or the Divine. It is the energy that makes us ‘alive’. A ‘0’ always creates unrest and with it comes the great power for transformation. The 60 here in the 15 Pentagram invites you to let that energy flow fully into your life and through you to others as well. It is an extremely powerful at this spot, which may overwhelm you. Hence the importance to connect with the 15 on top: make sure you use this transformative life-energy in a balanced and cross-fertilizing way.
The balance of these two principles lies in their sum: Awareness of Vitality; Power. It is the desire for fulness, justice, holiness and inner order want to develop to self-awareness. It is also the energy of Dominance, Rule (Power!), Dogmatic Faith and Outer Fame. This power as such does not have to be negative. It calls for balancing it and using it for cross-fertilization.
The positive leadership coming from this central axis is to lead through vitality-change and cross-fertilization. Your whole presence radiates change. When you have full access to this axis, you lead by vitality, by charisma, by energy. Literally ‘being’ the change through energy.
On the negative side your leadership may become very manipulative.
Blue 2- Red 1 Axis of Expansion of Self-Awareness
The axis of inner awakening and leadership drives the axis of the expansion of self-awareness. The challenge is to answer the quintessential question: “WHO AM I?’ As It is the second dominant axis in the Pentagram after the central axis, it is imperative in the 15 Pentagram that you work on the expansion of your self-awareness. The two opposing principles are the ‘Healing and Salvation number’ coming from the spiritual level to join with the ‘Visionary’ coming from the physical level. So working on the expansion of your self-awareness brings healing and salvation on the spiritual level which could translate into visionary powers on the physical level. Remember that the 2-7 axis is also called the psycho-somatic axis. If you fail or refuse to work on your self-awareness, it will have its effects on the physical body. Either making you feel depressed, without energy or even allow illnesses to grow.
Healing and Salvation number
Positively your Power -Force drives your Intuition and creates healing and salvation. Negatively it may shatter your intuition completely. The earthly-physical power may at times not accord at all with intuition on the spiritual level. It is a difficult number to live. The solution lies in its sum: When you use the feminine receptive side of you, you may be able to bring those two principles together.
‘Visionary’ is the higher dimension of ‘Insight, the Inner Rising Sun, the new dawn of awareness. Being the visionary, you start to understand -on a physical level here- the spiritual relationships and their origins.
The balance of these two principles lies in their sum: ‘Factor of Justice; Master’. It is the turnaround of the Ruler/Judge energy and it demands that Self-Awareness guides the Mind. Being a “Master” means having the awareness of being the Co-Creator of one’s own life. It has at its core the healing and salvation part of this axis.
Remember that there is no scientific all-encompassing answer as to Who or What or Why you are. In itself it is a Zen Koan and only you know if you have found the right answer. You do when you the answer resonates with your deep inner feeling of Justice and Mastery.
Red 9 – Blue 00: Axis of Change and Transformation
Focus concentration drives your change and transformation. You constantly need to ask yourself: what do I need to let go of and what do I need to hold on to, so that I may advance and create change and transformation in my life? The two opposing principles are the “Ascending Prophet” coming from the physical level to join with “Harshness of Life, Deepest Commitment” coming from the spiritual level. Being on the physical level you become aware that there is more to life than what you can hear, see, smell, taste or touch. On the spiritual level you are aware that the only constant is change-which scares the hell out of you.
The ascending prophet is still very much in the ‘learning phase’ and thus confronted with the Temptation to either refuse this spiritual calling or to consider as something too special for him and to only concern himself with the external or physical matters of life. The dedication to your own spirituality is the determining factor (in your life as well). If you do commit yourself to that, then from deep within come the conscious insights, which you then want to share, making you a prophet (perhaps against your will)
Harshness of Life
The only constant is ‘change’. Harshness of Life confronts you with that when you desperately try to hold on to what you have and what you know. It feels as if you can only serve progress and transformation through the deepest commitment- without being aware that it is you yourself that blocks the progress and commitment.
If you are able to use your receptive femininity to re-construct and re-new, if you trust your intuition to guide you to (un)deserved Luck and manifest your healing- and saving capacities, then Harshness of Life will give you the insight when to stop and when to transform . Life fullfilment will be the end result.
To balance the two principles you must become wide awake in the here and now and even take that to a higher level. It calls for developing an “awakened divine awareness” in which the only constant is change
Levels of awareness’
Your spiritual and physical awareness is high today. On the spiritual level obtained through ‘Healing and Salvation’ combined with ‘Harshness of Life’. On the physical level through the ‘Ascending Prophet’ and the ‘Visionary’.
All levels give you the awareness to intuitively live your Divine Sexuality. When you doubt your Divine Sexuality it may turn into a rigid frame of mind around ethics and morals, stiffling your life energy. The levels also give you the awareness of expanding healing and salvation as well as transformative renewal.
Your spiritual and physical awareness is further enhanced today by the connection to the 1st principle. It wants you to expand your serving, healing and aiding of others and yourself, with mastery and power at its core.
Your spiritual and emotional awareness in connection to the 6th principle brings out the “Avant-Gardist” in you, your physical awareness in combination with the 6th principle may make you over focussed on the physical. The goal of both levels is to bring out the ‘Transformative Healer-Factor’ in you, to let your Relationships Expand and to intuit the (descending) Prophet in you.
The spiritual and the physical level in this Pentagram are connected through the axis of Expansion of Self-awareness and the axis of Change-Transformation. It gives you the energy of transformative healing and salvation, it lets you expand your luck (or create a deep wound) and gives you an awareness of renewal that is immortal.
Note: If your birthday is today, the topics described above are your topics for 2020. Should a baby be born on this day, then today’s themes are the baby’s life-themes.
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