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Numerological day analysis of 19-10–2020 15/6 Balance, Cross-Fertilization/ 6 Power; Male Drive; Yang; Life force; Sexuality


Inspired by Healing – making things whole again- you want to create balance and cross-fertilization today, which should lead to an increased feeling of power and (sexual) life-energy. A farmer restoring the top-soil  is a Healer. You may want to watch the movie “Kiss the ground” for inspiration on how to heal, balance and cross-fertilize.

19-10–2020 15/6 Balance, Cross-Fertilization/ 6 Power; Male Drive; Yang; Life force; Sexuality

Spirit: 19 Healer factor
Soul: 10 Transformation, Transition

Body: 20 Immortality

The sum total of today is 15: Balance and Cross-Fertilization resulting in Power and Life energy. You want to experience balance and cross-fertilization through your spirit’s healing capacities; your soul’s transformation and your physical immortality.


Four major themes underline this process: ‘Awakening and Leadership’,’Expansion of Self-Awareness’, ‘Focus-Fate’ and Change-Transformation. All the axis in the “16” Pentagram are driven by their own theme. It  is about truly ‘Mastering’ those themes.

Axis of Awakening and Leadership: Blue 11-Red 11

The axis of awakening and leadership drives the axis of awakening and leadership. There is no escaping here! You have to show up, become awake and lead!

The two opposing principles are ‘Perseverance’ coming from the “God” realm to join with ‘Transformation’ coming from the “Ego” realm. Especially this axis is about transmuting divine energy into “life” or “being born” energy.

‘Perseverance’ corresponds with the 1-6 axis, the only vertical axis in the Pentagram. It represents  “your spine” your ability to stand up straight, your connection to the Divine. The essence of Creation is contained in it: From the Spiritual Cause or Origin (1) into the Power of Realisation-Aliveness (6). There should be no separation between ‘above’ and ‘below’. It is the Divine Will to manifest Itself.

‘Transformation’ is the place where the Divine Energy transforms itself into human “aliveness’. Vice versa it means that from a fact oriented human being, who only believes what he or she can touch, hear, smell or see you transform to someone with the awareness how we are intended to be as spiritual beings.

The balance of these two principles lies in Revelation, the Osiris factor. You understand that you are the Co-Creator of your own life – and in no sense victim or helpless. It  invites you to take full responsibility or ‘ability to respond’ to whatever happens. Life may throw challenges at you, even when you have not asked for it. You have the ability to decide how to respond to those challenges.

Blue 2- Red 2: Axis of the Expansion of Self-Awareness.

The expansion of self-awareness drives the expansion of self-awareness. Either you dive very deep into finding the answer to the quintessential question of WHO AM I? or you lock yourself up in the physical and material world. The two opposing principles are ‘Spiritual Insight’ coming from the spiritual level to join with the  ‘Golden Mean’,  the ‘Divine Ratio’ coming from the physical level.

Spiritual Insight’ gives a strong confrontation between the Actual Life and the Illusionary Realm. The Soul wants to grow and develop. When it is obstructed by attachment to the Physical Realm and Mind, and the Soul is not allowed to grow, it will start to “cry”. Then the axis of the Expansion of Self-Consciousness turns into the Psychosomatic axis – meaning learning through (bodily) pain.

On the physical level we try to create the Divine Ratio or Golden Mean. This particular ratio that we see all around us in nature and when applied to buildings, music and art gives us this harmonious feeling. If we do not allow ourselves to follow our Intuition to give us the Self-Awareness but we start to doubt, then we break down our Self-Awareness and create exactly the psycho-somatic reaction mentioned earlier.

The balance of these two principles lies in finding your Inner Gold. ’Inner Gold’ is the wisdom that appears once you conquer the ‘Cold Intelligence’. It feels like gold, it looks like gold.

Red 9 – Blue 9: Axis of Fate, Focus and Concentration

The axis of focus-fate drives the axis of focus-fate. A clear call to use your power of concentration to focus your life. It means that you have to look at your life and decide what you need to let go of and what you need to hold on to. Many a time it means letting go of pleasant, easy -but unproductive- habits and holding on to more difficult new -disciplined-habits. The two opposing principles are ‘Holding on or letting go’, coming from the emotional level to join with ‘Philosophy, Esotericism and Intermediary’ coming from the mental level. Emotionally you want to find out what really brings you further in your development and “process’ unresolved issues. Mentally- through focus, introspection, concentration and meditation- you want to connect and receive ‘guidance’ from the higher levels.

Holding on or Letting go is the axis of focus and fate. It is the confrontation of the power of ‘Manifestation’ wanting to grasp and hold on to things in order to build and foster, whereas ‘Wisdom, Intelligence’  wants to let go of everything and move into transformation. The choice can be difficult because sometimes you have to decide to hold on to things that are difficult to do, but will bring you further in life and at the same time to let go of things or habits that are very pleasurable but holding back your development (smoking, drinking). Often doing what is difficult to do- especially when it concerns feelings and emotions- brings you further than merely cruising along. If you do not self-reflect on your life and take these decisions again and again, you may run into the other definition of this axis: Fate!

Philosophy; Esotericism; Intermediary (Medium). When the power of manifestation and concentration drives the development of your wisdom and intelligence, it may bring out in you the philosopher (on the mental level), the Esoteric (connecting to the spiritual level) and finally the Intermediary-Medium (connecting to the “God” realm). Esotericism defined as the knowledge that comes from within through deep introspection, meditation and trance.

The balance of the two principles lies in their sum: “To be the creator with Spirit”. It means to Master Re-birth, Re-newal and Re-Construction.

By “processing” your emotions, your unresolved issues and then continuing to do so with your thoughts, belief-systems and concepts, you may create your own masterful re-birth.

Red 00- Blue 00 The axis of Change and Transformation

The axis of change and transformation is driven by the axis of change and transformation. Guess what is going to happen? Transformation whether you like it or not. With that being the case it might be wiser to drive your change yourself than to wait and let it happen to you. The challenge here is to be the change you want to see. The two opposing principles are ‘Review of Life’s orientation’ coming from the physical level to join with ‘Final Transformation’ coming from the spiritual level.

Review of Life’s orientation. From the age of 50 onwards it is time for an essential change in the attitude towards life: Things that used to be important, become less important and new things enter life. The creative chaos constantly disrupts the own inner order. It is a true test of life, as from 50 onwards an obligation to change occurs, an obligation to develop yourself from a pure materialistic way of thinking into a more spiritually aware person.

Final Transformation. In the final transformation  it is imperative to understand that the “Order influences the Chaos”. It is where you take the conscious decision to use your free will, whilst accepting whatever consequences that may bring. So physically you start to question yourself: what is life all about? Is it about my material, emotional or mental wellbeing or is there even more? Where does inspiration, ideas, intuition come from? What does chaos have to do with it? Spiritually you become totally aware of the paradigm that chaos creates order and that there is order in chaos. A ‘mind-blowing’ idea.

The balance of the two principles lies in expanding the ‘Divine Connection’ – ‘God’s fulfilling power’- with Perfection at its core. A good definition of Transformation when you think of the transformation of a caterpillar into a butterfly.

Levels of awareness

You are being supported by high spiritual and high physical awareness (thank God!)

Your spiritual awareness is obtained through Spiritual Insight/ Expansion of Self Awareness  and Final Transformation. Its goal is to master perfection, to infuse you with powerful mysticism and to let you manifest the renewal of Spirit. It also induces a strong intuitive masculine (sexual) life-energy.

Your physical awareness is obtained through the Review of Life’s orientation  and the Golden mean. Its goal is to have you intuitively create physical transformation, with deep healing at its core.


Your spiritual and physical awareness is further enhanced today by the connection with the 1st principle. The spiritual triangle calls you to intuitive learn from karma, to manifest your self-awareness and to manifest expansion. The physical triangle calls to intuit on the Involution and Evolution of Life and to show powerful Unconditional Love.

Your spiritual and physical awareness is also enhanced by the connection with the 6th principle. Spiritually bringing out the “avant-gardist’ in you, who  wants to show us the next level of being a Family or Clan, the divine version of both. Physically urging you to take a conscious decision to create transformation.


The spiritual and the physical level in this Pentagram are connected through the axis of Expansion of Self-awareness and the axis of Change-Transformation. It calls you to integrate these two levels of awareness. Its theme is that of the legend of Saint-Germain. Very fascinating.

Note: If your birthday is today, the topics described above are your topics for 2020. Should a baby be born on this day, then today’s themes are the baby’s life-themes.

See you (virtually) :

(D) Arbeitskreis 23 Oktober 2020.  Send me a PM for more info.

(Nl) Werkgroep, 4 Oktober 2020.  Send me a PM for more info.

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