Perseverance inspired by self-awareness resulting in higher self-awareness! Do you have any doubts what today’s theme is about? Focus deeply on the question: Who am I? Why am I? What am I? It will yield feelings of expansion, order, fulness and a sense of immortality.
7–5-2020 16/7 Perseverance, Persistence/ Self-awareness
Spirit: 7 Self-awareness; becoming Co-Creator of one’s Own Life; Actual Life; the Sun
Soul: 5 Expansion, Fullness, Order, Inner Motivation, Adventure, Freedom
Body: 20 Immortality
The sum total of today is 16: Perseverance. You want to express your perseverance through your spirit’s self-awareness, your soul’s ability to manifest and your physical immortality. Perseverance inspired by self-awareness resulting in higher self-awareness! Do you have any doubts what today’s theme is about? Focus deeply on the question: Who am I? Why am I? What am I? It will yield feelings of expansion, order, fulness and a sense of immortality.
Four major themes for this day of perseverance: Leadership, Expansion of Self-awareness, Focus- Fate and Transformation-Change.
Red 7 - Red 2: Axis of Awakening and Leadership
The expansion of your self-awareness drives your awakening and your leadership. The better you know WHO you are, the deeper and the more effective your leadership will be.The two opposing principles are ‘Goodness, Benevolence, Humility and Beauty’ coming from the “God” realm to join with ‘God realization’ coming from the “Ego” realm.
‘Goodness, Benevolence, Humility and Beauty’ is about respecting the beauty of Creation- the divine Creation which is a loving and benevolent one. The humility is not to make you small, but the humility is the courage to understand that everything is part of the Wholeness of the Universe and therefore equally important.
‘God-realization’ or “I begin to understand” Here we realize that the Divine or God may only be experienced in our earthly Power. Everything physical is governed by its divine origin. Through intuition you may start to understand or become aware of this very important principle. Should you doubt your divine origin, then it will destroy your life energy- your Power.
The balance of these two principles lies in manifesting the ‘Ruler, Judge’ in you. Depending on how deep you are willing to dig into WHO you are and WHY you are (Expansion of Self-Awareness) , or how deeply you are able to connect with Goodness and how deeply the Divine works in you- you may turn into a benign Ruler or Judge or a very harsh, judging and demanding Ruler or Judge. The benign one acts out of his core of Unconditional Love and is very flexible and transformative. The harsh, judging and demanding one acts out of a “Cry for Love” (negative unconditional love), needs his subordinates to love him and is very inflexible.
Blue 2- Blue 7: Axis of Expansion of Self-Awareness
On the axis of Expansion of Self-Awareness, the way you relate to others and the way you define your relationships drives the expansion. Your relationships trigger the deeper sense of WHO and WHAT you are.
The two opposing principles are ‘Femininity’ coming from the spiritual level to join with ‘Circle of Life’ coming from the physical level. Spiritually you want to express perhaps the highest form of the feminine: giving birth to life, whereas physically you have the keen awareness that Life is an endless circle of birthing and dying, growth and decay.
‘Femininity’ here gives you this very deep intuition, as the feminine principle opens up your intuition.
The ‘Circle of Life’ is the deep awareness that everything in Life comes and goes, grows and decays. The only constant is that Life continues, be it in different forms. The mystic – at the core of the Circle of Life – knows this and is aware of this cycle of constant change.
The balance of these two principles lies in the ‘Factor of sacredness’. It calls for sanctifying, blessing everything we encounter. It doesn’t mean that we approve of everything that is happening to us. But when we succeed to see the individual in every living being and the higher value of that what is happening to us, our self-awareness expands and sets us free.
If we cannot see the individual in every living being or the higher value of what is happening to us, it may lead to manipulative interventions.
Red 0- Red 5: The axis of Fate, Focus and Concentration
Change-Transformation drives your Focus-Concentration. Change brings you to decide what you need to hold on to and what to let go of in order to reach your full potential. If you refuse the change or the transformation, Fate will fall upon you.
The two opposing principles are 40: Gate to manifestation, Keeper of the Threshold coming from the emotional level to join with 95: Descending Prophet coming from the mental level. Mentally you have the prophetic gifts for the world, emotionally you stand on the brink of manifestation of those prophecies…
‘Gate to manifestation’, ‘Keeper of the Threshold’ means that you are crossing the line of the immaterial world into the material world. The material world literally lies at your feet with all its possibilities. Now it is of the greatest importance to consider carefully if you are ready and able to finish what you want to start. It does not allow you to stop half-way and reconsider, because you just don’t like it anymore. Whatever you start must be carried through to the bitter end. Hence the name: Keeper of the Threshold. Reflect deeply on what prophecy you want to materialize.
The ‘Descending Prophet’ is the person who volunteered to incarnate again, to share his knowledge with mankind in the language of the people so that they will understand it. The focus you are looking for, has you mentally standing as the prophet who want to share his wisdom whilst emotionally you are standing on the brink of manifestation, not knowing what the end result will be. Should you choose the wrong path based on your prophecies, a deep burden of Fate will be upon you.
The balance of these two principles lies in their sum by taking the conscious decision to focus on your family and your tribe, by expanding your spiritual insight and by creating balance and cross-fertilize through wisdom and intelligence.
Blue 5 -Blue 0: Axis of Change-Transformation
Inner awakening and leadership drives the change and transformation. It is the second dominant axis (1-6) in the 17 Pentagram after the central axis. This means that it is imperative that you create change for yourself and in the world.
The two driving forces are ‘Fairness, Balancing Justice’ coming from the physical level to join with ‘Esoteric studies’ coming from the spiritual level.
‘Fairness, Balancing justice’ is very harmonic. It contains the challenge to create a 50/50 balance between giving and receiving, through humbly accepting Love and Beauty. It creates a very high sense for Justice.
‘Esoteric studies’ on the spiritual level bring you in contact with the spiritual and causal background of things. The prerequisite is complete concentration, like in meditation. Your life-force either fosters this “Ancient Wisdom” or completely destroys it.
The balance of these two principles lies in developing your magical powers. Will you use them wisely in creating change and transformation? Will it lead to increased charisma or to you becoming a charlatan? It also calls for a higher dimension in relationships. One in which you not only relate to each other but together also with the Divine or God. A very powerful source for creating change and transformation.
Levels of awareness
Spiritual and physical awareness are very high today.
Your spiritual awareness is obtained through Femininity and Esoteric studies. The goal of this level is to Intuitively Test the limits of Life.
Your physical awareness is obtained through Balancing Justice (51) and the Circle of Life (73)
The goal of this levels is to Intuitively ‘know’ God and to manifest Divine Guidance (The fulfilling Power of God).
The spiritual: “avant-gardist” triangle is active today, giving you the energy of Intuitive Love and Intelligence, the ability to manifest Deep Focus to avoid Fate and the energy of the Self-aware Femininity
The spiritual-physical quadrant is also active today. It gives the energy of powerful pioneering and the willingness to live your strong masculine sexuality.
Note: If your birthday is today, the topics described above are your topics for 2020.
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