NumeroLogical Day Analysis 23–6-2020 15/6 Balance, Cross-Fertilization/ 6 Power; Male Drive; Yang; Life force; Sexuality
Balance and Cross-Fertilization leading to Power, inspired by Unconditional Love. How do you keep a healthy balance for yourself and for your loved one in a relationship? How do you avoid to become co-dependent? Is your love a “Cry for love” or is your love for the other truly unconditional? Sniff yourself on what kind of love inspires you, seek the balance and the cross-fertilization in your relationship. You will know that you are on the right track when your life-energy surges.
23–6-2020 15/6 Balance, Cross-Fertilization/ 6 Power; Male Drive; Yang; Life force; Sexuality
Spirit: 23 Unconditional Love or ‘Cry for Love?’
Soul: 6 Power; Male Drive; Yang; Life force; Sexuality
Body: 20 Immortality
The sum total of today is 15: Balance and Cross-Fertilization resulting in power and life energy. You want to experience balance and cross-fertilization through your spirit’s unconditional love; your soul’s power and your physical immortality.
Four major themes underline this process: ‘Leadership and Awakening ‘ Expansion of Self-Awareness’, ‘Relationships’ and Change-Transformation. All the axis in the “16” Pentagram are driven by their own theme. It is about truly ‘Mastering’ those themes.
Axis of Awakening and Leadership: Red 6- Blue 6
The axis of awakening and leadership drives the axis of awakening and leadership. There is no escaping here! You have to show up, become awake and lead!
The two opposing principles are ‘Perseverance’ coming from the “God” realm to join with ‘Transformation’ coming from the “Ego” realm. Especially this axis is about transmuting divine energy into “life” or “being born” energy.
‘Perseverance’ corresponds with the 1-6 axis, the only vertical axis in the Pentagram. It represents “your spine” your ability to stand up straight, your connection to the Divine. The essence of Creation is contained in it: From the Spiritual Cause or Origin (1) into the Power of Realisation-Aliveness (6). There should be no separation between ‘above’ and ‘below’. It is the Divine Will to manifest Itself.
‘Transformation’ is the place where the Divine Energy transforms itself into human “aliveness’. Vice versa it means that from a fact oriented human being, who only believes what he or she can touch, hear, smell or see you transform to someone with the awareness how we are intended to be as spiritual beings.
The balance of these two principles lies in Revelation, the Osiris factor. You understand that you are the Co-Creator of your own life – and in no sense victim or helpless. It invites you to take full responsibility or ‘ability to respond’ to whatever happens. Life may throw challenges at you, even when you have not asked for it. You have the ability to decide how to respond to those challenges.
Axis of the Expansion of Self-Awareness: Blue 22- Red 22:
The expansion of self-awareness drives the expansion of self-awareness. Either you dive very deep into finding the answer to the quintessential question of WHO AM I? or you lock yourself up in the physical and material world. The two opposing principles are ‘Spiritual Insight’ coming from the spiritual level to join with the ‘Golden Mean’, the ‘Divine Ratio’ coming from the physical level.
‘Spiritual Insight’ gives a strong confrontation between the Actual Life and the Illusionary Realm. The Soul wants to grow and develop. When it is obstructed by attachment to the Physical Realm and Mind, and the Soul is not allowed to grow, it will start to “cry”. Then the axis of the Expansion of Self-Consciousness turns into the Psychosomatic axis – meaning learning through (bodily) pain.
On the physical level we try to create the Divine Ratio or Golden Mean. This particular ratio that we see all around us in nature and when applied to buildings, music and art gives us this harmonious feeling. If we do not allow ourselves to follow our Intuition to give us the Self-Awareness but we start to doubt, then we break down our Self-Awareness and create exactly the psycho-somatic reaction mentioned earlier.
The balance of these two principles lies in finding your Inner Gold. ’Inner Gold’ is the wisdom that appears once you conquer the ‘Cold Intelligence’. It feels like gold, it looks like gold.
Axis of Relationships: Blue 3- Red 8
The axis of relationships drives the axis of relationships. Either you master the way you relate to others and how you define your relationships or you may have no real relationships at all. The two opposing principles are Encounter with others, Relationships coming from the mental level to join with the Messiah factor; Conquering the Darkness, coming from the emotional level. Mentally you want to connect with others and form relationships, emotionally you need to find your inner Love by going through your Darkness to see the light of a new day.
Encounter with others, Relationships
‘Encounter with others’ is the 3-8 axis in the Pentagram, dealing with how you relate to others. It requires a willingness to mingle and interact with others and refrain from avoiding others or withdrawing from others. On the feminine side lies the wish for Harmony, in the masculine side the desire for change through decisions. This will bring emotional unrest, unless you master it. You cannot fight the waves (of emotion) but you can learn however how to ride them.
Messiah Factor, Conquering the Darkness
Jesus as the Messiah brought the new message of Love into the world. In order to understand this message and to live it oneself, the child has to be born in every person – as a symbol for something new. This has to be done by entering your own Darkness and emerging ‘reborn’ (The archetypal journey of the hero).
The balance of these two principles lies in their sum: Mastery of mastery. A key to understanding mastery is to reflect on what makes a Journeyman a Master. The journeyman has learned all the necessary -physical, emotional and mental- skills that a Master has. In order to become a Master however, he has to put in something ‘unique’ into his work, something ‘divine’. To access this ‘uniqueness’ more of the times, he has to make the journey of the Hero.
The axis of Change and Transformation: Red 0- Blue 0
The axis of change and transformation is driven by the axis of change and transformation. Guess what is going to happen? Transformation whether you like it or not. With that being the case it might be wiser to drive your change yourself than to wait and let it happen to you. The challenge here is to be the change you want to see. The two opposing principles are ‘Review of Life’s orientation’ coming from the physical level to join with ‘Final Transformation’ coming from the spiritual level.
Review of Life’s orientation. From the age of 50 onwards it is time for an essential change in the attitude towards life: Things that used to be important, become less important and new things enter life. The creative chaos constantly disrupts the own inner order. It is a true test of life, as from 50 onwards an obligation to change occurs, an obligation to develop yourself from a pure materialistic way of thinking into a more spiritually aware person.
Final Transformation. In the final transformation it is imperative to understand that the “Order influences the Chaos”. It is where you take the conscious decision to use your free will, whilst accepting whatever consequences that may bring. So physically you start to question yourself: what is life all about? Is it about my material, emotional or mental wellbeing or is there even more? Where does inspiration, ideas, intuition come from? What does chaos have to do with it? Spiritually you become totally aware of the paradigm that chaos creates order and that there is order in chaos. A ‘mind-blowing’ idea.
The balance of the two principles lies in expanding the ‘Divine Connection’ – ‘God’s fulfilling power’- with Perfection at its core. A good definition of Transformation when you think of the transformation of a caterpillar into a butterfly.
Levels of awareness
You are being supported by high spiritual and high physical awareness (thank God!)
Your spiritual awareness is obtained through Spiritual Insight/ Expansion of Self Awareness and Final Transformation. Its goal is to master perfection, to infuse you with powerful mysticism and to let you manifest the renewal of Spirit. It also induces a strong intuitive masculine (sexual) life-energy.
Your physical awareness is obtained through the Review of Life’s orientation and the Golden mean. Its goal is to have you intuitively create physical transformation, with deep healing at its core.
The spiritual triangle of the ‘avant-gardist’ is active today. It gives you the awareness the higher dimension of Family or Clan, let us say your Divine Family or your Divine Clan. Go create that family or clan!
The spiritual and the physical level in this Pentagram are connected through the axis of Expansion of Self-awareness and the axis of Change-Transformation. It calls you to integrate these two levels of awareness. Its theme is that of the legend of Saint-Germain. Very fascinating.
Note: If your birthday is today, the topics described above are your topics for 2020. Should a baby be born on this day, then today’s themes are the baby’s life-themes.
See you (virtually) :
(D) Arbeitskreis 19. Juni 2020. Virtual online meeting. Send me a PM for more info.
(Nl) Werkgroep, 18 August. Virtual online meeting. Send me a PM for more info.
Istanbul (T) Personal reading and Course 1 and 2: 7-11 October http://www.bilgipaylasim.com.tr