Healing in a broader sense means ‘making things whole’ again. The numbers tells us today, that when we heal – ourselves or others- we will transform and move to the next state of being. It is like the caterpillar, which dissolves in the cocoon and then ‘heals’ or ‘becomes whole again’ as a butterfly.
19–5-2020 19/10 Healer factor/ Transformation, Transition
Spirit: 19 Healer factor
Soul: 5 Expansion; Fullness; Inner Motivation; Adventure; Freedom; Order
Body: 20 Immortality
The sum total of today is 19: Healer factor leading to Transformation. You want to heal yourself and others today through your spirit’s healing, your soul’s expansion and your physical immortality. Healing in a broader sense means ‘making things whole’ again. The numbers tells us today, that when we heal – ourselves or others- we will transform and move to the next state of being. It is like the caterpillar, which dissolves in the cocoon and then ‘heals’ or ‘becomes whole again’ as a butterfly.
This incredible process of transformation is energized today by two major themes (axis in the pentagram). Leadership’ and ‘Change- Transformation’.
Blue/red 10- red 5: Axis of Awakening; Leadership
The axis of change drives the axis of inner awakening and leadership. Change- the only constant in this universe- is going to be your constant pressure to wake up and how to lead and inspire people. The two opposing principles are ‘Transformation, Transition’ coming from the “God” realm and ‘Ethics and Morality; Divine Sexuality’ coming from the “Ego” realm. It is not an easy one to fulfill with so much energy and chaos being present on this central axis.
Transformation is the process of the caterpillar forming a cocoon and then emerging as a butterfly. In between the two physical states everything looks like chaos. It calls for a willingness to let go of everything known and experienced, and then to be able to be born again. It is the archetypal phase of the journey of the Hero wherein he dies as an adolescent only to re-emerge an adult man. It takes you to the next level, where everything starts anew.
It gives access to the paranormal world: being clairvoyant, clairaudient and/or clairsentient. Transformation is the Holy Mother, watching over everything, holding everything. (The trap would be is to feel responsible for everything and everyone. Taking on responsibilities beyond your duty and scope).
‘Ethics and morality; Divine Sexuality’. In many cases a very strict ethical and moral attitude is connected to this number. It restricts the ability to live your sexuality without taboos and puts you in a very strict and moralistic straitjacket. The time is ripe to free yourself from these restricting thoughts and let your life-energy run freely.
The balance of these two principles lies in their sum Awareness of Vitality; Power
A ‘0’ always creates unrest and with it comes the great power for transformation. The 10 here in the 10 Pentagram means that you open up to both unity (1) and chaos (0) at the same time. It means that you live in a constant process of change. If you allow the 65 to drive and hold you, will allow you to let the full force of life’s procreating energy to run through your body and make you come totally ‘alive’. It may mean so much energy in your central spine, that many ‘10’s’ become afraid of it. They then withdraw into a very solid, physically safe space, where preferably nothing changes. The 65 then becomes a very ethical and moralistic – narrow minded- person, constantly judging others. When you have full access to this axis, you lead by vitality, by charisma, by energy. Literally ‘being’ the change through energy. On the negative side your leadership may become very manipulative.
Blue 5 – Blue/Red 109 Axis of Change.
Focus concentration drives your change and transformation. You constantly need to ask yourself: what do I need to let go of and what do I need to hold on to, so that I may advance and create change and transformation in my life? The two opposing principles are the “Reformer” coming from the physical level to join with “Telepathy” coming from the spiritual level.
The ‘Reformer’ obviously wants to bring reforms to his life. The approach is to create fullness, expansion through practical work. It is done with intellect and subtle feelings. A prerequisite is the expansion of self-awareness through intuition. It also calls for a conscious decision to deal with the temptations in life in such a way that they lead to more wisdom.
‘Telepathy’ increases the fine sensitivity for the changes in the Zeitgeist. Intellect in combination with the ability to activate Old Wisdom, gives the gift of Telepathy. Telepathy makes restless, as at a deeper level you want to revolutionize the world. You want to bring transformation through Intellect and Wisdom.
Spiritually you are able to “sense” the change, the revolution that is coming, on the physical level you want to do that with practical reforms. The way to go to deal with the two principles is to use your “sun-child” – your ability to be the centre of attention- to lead and inspire for change; to use your will-power to persevere and persist in order to create change and last but not least to be wide awake in the here and now.
Levels of awareness
You have high spiritual awareness (blue/red 21- blue/red 109) and mental awareness(Red 2 – Blue 9) today. Your spiritual awareness is obtained through (Spiritual) Insights and developing your Telepathic abilities. Your mental awareness is obtained by developing the Divine Connection – the Thread with Above and developing this aura of Love and Intelligence. The goal of both levels is to bring out the intuitive divine sexuality (if you don’t you will start doubting your ‘aliveness’); to let your healing and salvation powers expand and to bring transformative renewal and rebirth to the world.
Triangle
The spiritual triangle of the ‘avant-gardist’ is also activated today. It gives you an expanding awareness of being totally awake in the here and now. It also gives this spiritual awareness of renewal through cross-fertilization.
Note: If your birthday is today, the topics described above are your topics for 2020. Should a baby be born on this day, then today’s themes are the baby’s life-themes.
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(Nl) Werkgroep, 12 Juni. Virtual online meeting. Send me a PM for more info.
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