Goodness, Benevolence, Humility and Beauty, leading to the Feminine principle of Eros, Yin, Art, Growth and Decay. Its inspiration comes also from goodness, benevolence, humility and beauty. So open yourself up for some of that today. Find the goodness, be benevolent, be humble and look for beauty. Feel the fullness of life, the inner order of things and the immortality of our existence through it.
17–5-2020 17/8 Goodness, Benevolence, Humility & Beauty/ Feminine principle
Spirit: 17 Goodness, Benevolence, Humility & Beauty
Soul: 5 Expansion, Fullness, Order, Inner Motivation, Adventure, Freedom
Body: 20 Immortality, Eternal life
The sum total of today is 17/8: Goodness, Benevolence, Humility and Beauty resulting in the feminine principle This you want to live and express through your spirit’s goodness, your soul’s expansion and your physical immortality. Goodness, Benevolence, Humility and Beauty, leading to the Feminine principle of Eros, Yin, Art, Growth and Decay. Its inspiration comes also from goodness, benevolence, humility and beauty. So open yourself up for some of that today. Find the goodness, be benevolent, be humble and look for beauty. Feel the fullness of life, the inner order of things and the immortality of our existence through it.
This daring process is driven by three major themes today: ‘Expansion of Self-Awareness’, ’Relationships’ and ‘ Change and Transformation’
Blue 2-Blue 7 Axis of Expansion of Self-Awareness
Focus-concentration drives your expansion of self-awareness. In the quest to find the answer to WHO you really, your focus lies on what brings you closer to yourself. “What do I need to let go of because it does not bring me to the highest expression of myself, and what do I need to hold on to and further develop as it brings me the highest expression of myself? Many a time you have to do what is difficult to do. The two driving forces are “Serve, Aid and Heal “ coming from the spiritual level to join with “Learning from Karma” coming from the physical level.
To ‘Serve, Aid and Heal’ is a great way to get out of being overly focussed on yourself and your beautiful Ego. It may vastly expand your awareness of WHO you are, when you serve, aid and heal. The danger lies in overdoing it and being only focussed on serving, healing and aiding others, to get love, appreciation and approval. You then fall into the “Helper Syndrome”
‘Learning from Karma’ may serve you well also. If you are able to manifest this power of self-reflection, if you are able to learn from your own mistakes, then it puts you on the way to the Light. If you do not develop this self-reflective ability or refuse to learn from your mistakes, your awareness gets more and more restricted, confined and narrow.
The balance of the two principles lies in ‘Dissolution’ and ‘Restart’. It is a very restless energy as you constantly have to decide on new transformations, new beginnings. It takes the deep feminine energy to be able to rebuild again and again.
Red 0 – Blue/red 85: Axis of Relationships
Change and transformation drive the way you relate to others and the way you define your relationships. Your relationships will be more ‘process’ oriented than ‘fixed and stable’. The two driving principles are ‘Creative Will, Revolution’ coming from the mental level to join with ‘Harmony of the Soul, Marriage, Emotional Consonance’ coming from the emotional level. Your mind wants to revolutionize and transform the way we think about our relationships, whilst emotionally you want to feel harmony and deep connections.
‘Creative Will, Revolution’ creates unrest, upheaval, constant movement. It wants to change the way we think, our concepts, our belief-systems and our behaviour. Ultimately it strives for synthesis, synergy and new levels of thinking. On this axis specifically it want to create a revolution around the way we think about relationships and what they should look like.
‘Emotional Consonance, Marriage’ strives for this harmony of the Souls. The challenge of course is how you may create harmony between two different souls whilst acknowledging the uniqueness of each soul at the same time. Perhaps it is like in a choir where every voice has a different sound, but together may create a harmonic sound. If you insist that everybody should have your sound, it sounds awful.
The balance of these two principles lies in the expansion of Unconditional Love, with Transformation at its core.
Your mind wants to revolutionize your relationship and bring it to a new synthesis. Your feelings look for complete harmony and understanding with your partner. The key lies in letting your love expand unconditionally and thus master the balance in your relationship.
Blue/red 52- Blue 10: Axis of Change and Transformation
The expansion of self-awareness drives your change and transformation. The more profound answer you find to the quintessential question: “WHO am I? “, the bigger the change and the transformation in your life. The two driving forces are ‘Undeserved Luck’ or ‘Deep Wound’ coming from the physical level to join with the ‘Doctor’s number (or Decadence)’ coming from the spiritual level. The paradox is that on the physical level you are looking for luck and trying to avoid being hurt or wounded, whereas on the spiritual level you try to heal yourself and others.
‘Undeserved Luck’ or ‘Deep Wound’ has two completely contradictory meanings. The Wound may occur when you Doubt that you are entitled to Fullness and Justice. Luck happens when you Intuitively live the positive sides of Expansion, Fullness, Order and you get in contact with the inversion of Undeserved Luck and Deep wound being the “Inner Happiness”. It is called “Undeserved Luck” as the luck seems to come almost effortlessly.
The ‘Doctor’s number (or Decadence’ is about healing and making things whole again, in a serving, healing and aiding way with Mastery at its core. It doesn’t necessarily mean that you actually have to have the medical profession. A watchmaker repairing a broken watch is restoring the wholeness of the watch. It also holds the awareness to be a Messiah as a Healer in the holistic sense and being aware of and accepting the light and darkness in us.
The balance of the two principles lies in the conscious decision to live your essence (your salt) based on goodness, benevolence, humility and beauty and to be a channel for divine energy (legend of Saint-Germain)
Levels of Awareness
You have high spiritual ( blue 2- blue 107), emotional (red 1- red 5) and physical (blue/red 52 – blue7) awareness today.
Your spiritual awareness is obtained through the awareness of Serving, healing, aiding and the awareness of the Doctor’s number. Spiritually you are very aware of bringing healing and wholeness. Its goal is to intuitively live the feminine Eros; to physically manifest vitality and to show the feminine goodness, humility and beauty.
Your emotional awareness is obtained through Spiritual Mountaineer (41) and Emotional Consonance, Marriage (85)
Your physical awareness is obtained through Undeserved Luck or Deep wound (52) and Learning from Karma (74)
The goal of these two levels is to Intuitively show the Sun-Child in you. To be the public person who stands in the middle of attention, being a role model for others. The goal is also to have Powerful Insights, like a powerful inner sun rising up in you.
The spiritual, emotional and physical triangle formed between the levels and the 1st principle, gives you the spiritual, the emotional and the physical triangle. The spiritual triangle will let you Intuitively bring out your Revelation and let you become a Master of Charity.
The emotional and the physical triangle will let you Intuit the “Golden Mean” (Finding the right way), Manifest the Sphinx energy, experience the Feminine Temptation and bring your Perfect perfection
Note: If your birthday is today, the topics described above are your topics for 2020. Should a baby be born on this day, then today’s themes are the baby’s life-themes.
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(Nl) Werkgroep, 12 Juni. Virtual online meeting. Send me a PM for more info.
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