Renewal, Re-birth leading to Physical Realization of it . The whole process also being inspired by renewal and re-birth. Reminds me of the card number 13 in the Rider-Waite Tarot: Death. Have a good look at it and you will know what kind of renewal and re-birth we are looking for today.
13-5-2020 13/4 Renewal; Construction; Re-Birth/ Physical Realization, Daily practice
Spirit: 13 Renewal; Construction; Re-Birth
Soul: 5 Expansion, Fullness, Inner Motivation, Adventure, Freedom
Body: 20 Immortality
The sum total of today is 13: Renewal leading to Physical Realization. You want to experience your renewal through your spirit’s renewal, your soul’s expansion and your physical immortality. Renewal, Re-birth leading to Physical Realization of it . The whole process also being inspired by renewal and re-birth. Reminds me of the card number 13 in the Rider-Waite Tarot: Death. Have a good look at it and you will know what kind of renewal and re-birth we are looking for today.
Three major themes drives your quest for renewal today: The ‘Expansion of Self-Awareness ’, ‘ Relationships’ and ‘Change-Transformation’
Blue/red 25- Red 0: the Axis of Expansion of Self-Awareness
Change and Transformation drive your expansion of Self-Awareness. Change -the only constant in the Universe - constantly forces you to go deeper and further in your process of finding out who you are, why you are and what you are.
The two driving forces are Inner Happiness coming from the spiritual level to join with Exile, Loneliness coming from the physical level. “Inner Happiness” is this wonderful state of being where you are fully at peace with yourself. Nothing external affects you anymore. You are your own source of Happiness. Your Inner Happiness will radiate and attract lucky circumstances. “Exile or Loneliness” may happen when you enter the realm of “Transformative Self-Awareness” which can be so overwhelming that you go into exile. This may literally mean living in a monastery or in a prison (!) or by retreating on an elitist basis. It takes you so far from others, that you become lonely because you are no longer being understood or being heard.
The balance of these two principles lies in their sum the “Descending Prophet”. When you fully integrate this axis into your life, you will be the person who is capable of fully integrating the spiritual Inner Happiness and the physical Transformative Self-Awareness and who is capable of transmitting that to others in a language that everyone understands.
Blue 3- Red 1: Axis of relationships
The axis of awakening and leadership drives your relationships. This is all about “who is the boss” in my relationships. Are you capable of using that challenge to come to an inner awakening? The two driving principles are the ‘Sphinx’ or the ‘Human Animal” coming from the mental level to join with 81 ‘Salvation’ coming from the emotional level.
Sphinx, “Human Animal” The Sphinx represents the person who is able to enjoy life with all his senses. The ultimate marriage between your animalistic instincts and behavior with your human self-consciousness. The Sphinx has a very strong masculine drive, wanting to force his opinion (mental level) on the relationship.
Salvation is the conquering or the overcoming of the polarities by bringing opposites together again, especially in relationships. It is the receptive and healing capacity of the feminine (emotion).
The balance of the two principles lies in their sum. On one side lies the challenge to integrate the animal-aspect and the human-aspect in us whilst on the other side you want to overcome the apparent polarities in our relationships. The solution is to take the conscious decision to be totally awake in the here and to re-birth, renew, reconstruct your relationship wisely.
Blue 5- Blue/red 103: Axis of Change and Transformation
The relationships drive your change and your transformation. The way you relate to others and the way others relate to you, especially in your intimate relationships, directs or creates change and transformation in your life.
The two driving principles are the “Seeker” in you and “Dissolution and Renewal”. The seeker on the physical level comes to join with the awareness of dissolution and renewal on the spiritual level. This brings about a deep process of change. The seeker-on the physical level- is searching for spiritual knowledge. He wants to know what life is all about. Hence also his pioneering, balancing and cross-fertilizing capabilities. Spiritually the energy of dissolution and renewal meets the seeker. This is an extremely restless energy – constantly deciding on new transformations. It takes the deep feminine energy to be able to re-build and being reborn again and again.
The balance of the two principles lies in their sum the “Chymic” Wedding or Endless Love. This is the alchemistic process of Transformation through the conjuncture of the masculine and the feminine. (NB: this axis of change is driven by the axis of relationships)
Levels of awareness
Spiritual and physical awareness are very high today.
On the spiritual level you do that through the awareness of Inner Happiness and of your Dissolution and Renewal. On the physical level you do this through the Seeker and Exile. The goal of both levels of awareness is that you intuit your potential of the high priestess of Eros, that you physically manifest the divine connection and that you show feminine perseverance and feminine awakening.
The spiritual and physical triangle formed with first principle in the Pentagram gives you intuitive visionary powers.
The spiritual-physical quadrant is active today, giving you this very high level of cosmic love-energy. It also enhances our human basic-vibration tone.
The masculine Pentagon is activated, giving you this sense of expansive (sexual) life-energy freedom as well as an inner happiness based on renewal and rebirth.
Note: If your birthday is today, the topics described above are your topics for 2020. Should a baby be born on this day, then today’s themes are the baby’s life-themes.
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